No clue

Does it look like I have no clue what lies ahead in my little life? In my "beautiful mess" of a life? Because I don't. I don't like this feeling. This new feeling of TRUST.
I don't like it.
It doesn't feel stable.
It feels reckless.
It doesn't feel secure.
It feels free. But not in a good free, like a buy one get one free, but like a jumping off a cliff free in the air sort of free.
I chose to jump. I chose to TRUST. Now, I must deal with the consequences of TRUSTING the AlmightY GOD.